Showing posts with label awkward. Show all posts
Showing posts with label awkward. Show all posts

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Waking temperature yesterday: 97.1
Waking temperature today:  96.4
I thought it was supposed to go up! 
Oh wait, I'm supposed to be relaxing.
*Deep breath**

Another reason I'm not particularly relaxed about all of this is from a series of a events that transpired yesterday....on Facebook, of all places.  Facebook is the devil, I've decided, but I can't seem to stay away from it.  I posted on my status that I am giving up alcohol for Lent.  I am doing this not only because I hope to become pregnant, but also because--um, hello---my pants are getting more snug by the day. 

Anywhoodle, I digress.  Upon posting that status, one friend commented, "Yeah, right....nice excuse." (Implying that I'm pregnant).  Not ten minutes after that, I get a private message from this friend's sister saying something like, "Ok, everyone bugged me, so now I'm going to bug you.  I think that no alcohol is the perfect excuse for a baby bump to start growing!"  These two sisters were like sisters to me growing up--our parents are best friends, but my parents didn't tell anyone (not even my aunt or grandparents) about my MC.  So I politely wrote one big long message explaining everything and I sent it to both of them.  I mean, yeah, they're like family, but it still doesn't make it any easier to have to keep telling people over and over and over.  I guess I wouldn't have had to tell them, but I felt like I should.  Ugh.  I just makes stuff raw all over again.  Not for as long of a time period, but it definitely takes me right back there every time I talk about it in detail like that.

I just keep looking forward to the day that I can give them GOOD news.