So we developed the game plan at the end of last cycle with hopes that by making our extracurriculars less frequent, we'd have better swimmer quality. Sounds good, right?
We refrained from relating maritally for 5 days, which is atypical for us. We caved on Saturday morning (CD 15), not only from temptation, but also because I was feeling some cramping/back pain and thought maybe it was a bit of ovulation pain. Our original plan was to wait until Sunday and then go every other day until the spike.
Last night, I slept horribly. Like, so horribly that I only got 4 hours' sleep. When I temped this morning, my temp was up enough that I got crosshairs. On CD 14. Which means that technically, we missed it. I'm just hoping that FF will move my O day a couple days this cycle (just like it has in the 2 previous cycles). The high temp could be because I didn't get any restful sleep. Yeah, that's it. :) That's what I'm telling myself, anyway. Time will tell.
I had a rough weekend sentimentally. I reverted back to almost crying every time I saw a pregnant woman out and about, which I haven't done for months. I think it's because I saw a post from this blog and remembered that her due date is 7 days before what my due date would have been. Seeing her belly pics and picturing myself at that point in a pregnancy really made my heart hurt. If things would have worked out, I'd be almost to my third trimester.....maybe I'd even be in my third trimester, I'm not sure. Bah. I have to quit thinking like that.
So....here's to a BFP this cycle (and hoping that my O day gets moved!)
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