Tuesday, October 12, 2010

I'm 4dpo and I'm so optimistic this cycle that it's scary.  I need to stop.

Part of me is optimistic because I totally knew when I was going to ovulate.  Month 2 of using OPKs and knowing what the readings really meant for my body allowed us to "hit the nail on the head," so to speak.

Part of me is optimistic because I am hoping that we're one of those couples that finally goes to the doctor and makes a plan for the future only to have to throw that plan out the window because the BFP finally shows up.

And lastly, I'm optimistic because I know how my luck works.  My college roommates' wedding, the one I'm supposed to be in, falls on June 25, 2010.  If, and that's a big if, this is the month, my EDD is July 1.  That means I would not be able to travel the four hours in the car each way to be in the wedding.  She's already told me that she's forecasting that I won't be able to be there.  The same thing would have happened had our first baby made it - only it would have been my sister's wedding that I would have missed.

I got pregnant last October, why not this one, too?