So, this chart is still looking better than any of the other charts I've had to date. A little wind was taken out of my sails when my temp went down again this morning, but I guess I'm still above my coverline, so I should be thankful about that. I'm having a few symptoms, but nothing super annoying (well, Grouper might say differently if you asked him...I am trying my best to blame my gassiness on the dog, but hey, he's gone on business for the rest of the week and I have the house to myself, so WHATEVER!) and I am still afraid to be excited, but I am REALLY feeling good about this chart.
Leslie commented the other day that some women just "know," and I'm almost thinking that maybe this is the one. I don't want to come right out and say, yeah, I know I am, because I'm scared to death to be wrong, but I'm very optimistic. I just feel very "zen" this month, which is something new for me, and I kinda like it. I'm not completely over my OCD about this whole thing, though...I just plugged in my top 4 symptoms from days 4-10dpo into FF and 63% of charts with my top 4 symptoms resulted in pregnancy......eek!
Since Grouper is on business, he has made me promise that I won't tell him if I'm pregnant til I see him in person, which isn't until Thursday evening. I was thinking of testing tomorrow because I'll be 11dpo, but if I test and it's positive, I won't be able to contain myself and I'd want to tell him right away, so I think I'm going to wait until I see him to take a test. I'm sure my temperature will tell me one way or another before I see him. These next couple days are going to crawl by, I'm sure.
Plus those 11DPO tests are always iffy. Mine came up negative even though I had a really good feeling about it so it just totally bummed me out. It was only when AF hadn't come 3 days later that I started to wonder again and took a new test. So I was actually really surprised when it came up positive since I'd had a negative already! I'd wait till Grouper got home. It's no fun by yourself anyway. :o)
ReplyDeleteYup - wait until you can test with Grouper around. You'll want to celebrate with him!
ReplyDeleteKeep hope alive girl! A good feeling is the best sign, in my mind. I hope you're announcing good news soon!
ReplyDeleteFingers crossed for you! I'd also wait until Thursday (though I'd probably test before my husband comes home, to buffer his disappointment / have a few minutes to cry by myself in case of a BFN without upsetting him...)
ReplyDeleteOooooh! Fingers crossed!
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